“It’s so hard to be around them sometimes. They get so defensive if I say anything at all.”
I was complaining to Tony, my new boyfriend at the time, about a couple of people I was working with.
“Yeah,” he said innocently, “You can be pretty defensive, too.”
Cue internal outrage… What!?!? Did he just tell me that I’m defensive? I AM NOT DEFENSIVE! Wait… am I? Wow, I am falling in love with this guy and I think he feels the same way about me AND he thinks I’m defensive… Maybe I am. How did I not know this about myself?…
The subject died. I had nothing to say after he made his very nonchalant observation. I mean, I wasn’t going to try to get into a fight with him about me being defensive… that would have only proven him right.
I swallowed his words and tried to be much more thoughtful about the way I responded to situations and comments that frustrated me. I think he’s right; I am naturally defensive. But, I mean, who isn’t? Doesn’t everyone want the chance to defend themselves when they feel like they are being insulted, misunderstood, or attacked? It seems so automatic that there isn’t anything I can do about it.
What is your ADS?
It seems automatic because defensiveness in some ways is automatic. In fact, Dr. Steven Stosny, an expert in anger and relationship problems, refers to defensiveness in relationships as a hypersensitive Automatic Defense System (ADS). He says that it is much more reactionary than it is intentional. In a way, you can’t help it and neither can I.
Your level of defensiveness and the time it takes for you to go from being calm to being irate often comes from a pattern in the way you and your partner communicate. It is likely that you have built up triggers over time. It could be in the way he sighs that causes you to automatically have tension in your neck and shoulders. It could be the look she gives you as you’re disciplining the kids that can cause a quick defensive frustration. Maybe you’re expecting to hear criticism or be attacked for the way you’re doing something.
Being Defensive Doesn’t Help
We become defensive when we feel unsafe, unloved, and unsupported. Sometimes our triggers have very little to do with our partner and much more to do with the things that made us feel unsafe, unsupported, or unloved as children. Wherever it comes from, once we realize we are in a habit of being defensive, it’s important to realize that this behavior is not helping make your relationship stronger. Defensive behavior communicates that you and your partner are at odds instead of on the same team working together. Typically, being defensive is a way to deflect responsibility and instead place blame.
Defensiveness is so damaging that Dr. John Gottman has named it as one of the “Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse” when it comes to predicting divorce. But, if it is a mostly automatic reaction as we’ve already said, what can be done about it?
When you’re feeling defensive, call it out
When you recognize that you are feeling defensive, stop and say something about it. I have said, after taking a deep breath, “I think I’m feeling defensive. I think it’s because I feel misunderstood (or criticised). Can you give me a minute?” Just saying it out loud can have a huge effect in calming your ADS. Remind yourself that you and your spouse are on the same team and working together is the goal.
Another thing to keep in mind is that Gottman says that “behind every complaint is a deep personal longing.” Rather than taking your spouse’s words as a personal affront, consider it an opportunity to learn more about how they are feeling and how you can show them love. When I approached Tony with my frustrations over all the housework, he could have thrown up his hands and said, “That’s not my fault. I never said you had to do all of those things.” Instead, my complaint was met with understanding and love. You can see our full email exchange here.
When your partner is defensive, be supportive
Now, if your partner is the one acting defensively, calling it out is not helpful. Telling someone, “You’re being defensive,” will probably make the situation worse. Remember that if they are being defensive, it may be because they are feeling attacked and think they need to protect themselves. Rather than attacking further by telling them they are being defensive, think for a moment about what you may have done or said that could have caused this reaction. Again, the goal is to be on the same team and it takes work to get there.
Instead of further attacking, you could say, “Honey, I love you. I don’t mean to sound critical/harsh/insensitive (or make you feel attacked). I do want to be able to talk about this (whatever “it” is) without being completely at odds with each other. How are you feeling right now? What can I do to make this better?”
Teammates on the Same Team
Tony and I talk a lot about having a team mindset. It’s not always easy or automatic. Our “Think Like a Team” chart that we originally introduced in a post called “Same Team” can be really helpful in coming up with better language for more productive fights. (Hint: Pin this image so you can come back to it later.)
People change when they want to
Above all, when it comes to defensiveness or any other form of unhealthy communication, it’s vital to remember this: People change when they want to, not when we want them to. Creating a supportive, loving, and safe environment within your marriage can do wonders in minimizing or even eliminating defensiveness. Let’s take responsibility for our own defensiveness, work to be on the same team, and #staymarried.
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